anticipation

With school coming to an end in the next couple months, I've decided I'll be doing a little travelling throughout the summer. So far I'll be going to:

Vancouver

Boston

Montreal

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May 2, 2011

Light Years Away...

It's almost like you had it planned
It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time"
And what was I supposed to do?
I was stuck in between you and a hard place
We won't talk about the hard place

But I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life

It's how you wanted it to be
It's like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend
In the end
And I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was

Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life

I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was

Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life

That life seems like light years away
Light years away
And that life seems like light years away
Light years away

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If you're interested, you'll do what's convenient; if you're committed, you'll do whatever it takes.

I want adventure. I want uncharted.

hmm. It's the most recent tattoo I've wanted. It's everything I want all in one.

You see, I feel as though I've lived my entire life in a pretty little bubble. Getting what i needed, when i needed it and always knowing that if anything ever happened - there was always plan b (my parents). Though, people may stereotype me: by what i have/the clothes i wear.. well then, they don't know me. Only close friends. People I allow in, really know me.

Though, that stereotype is exactly what i'm trying to stray away from. I've always tried to push myself away from the clean cut image. the bubble. the safe.

I want adventure.

I want todo things i've always wanted to do but was always too scared of. I want to go places that i've never seen, eat things i usually wouldn't and instead of thinking about it, just do it. I want my heart to guide me, not my brain.

I want uncharted.

I want to have these adventures and not think so much. just do. I want to find my own way without people showing me where to go. I want to throw all my plans in the air and go where life will take me.

Now, don't get me wrong. I am greatly and utterly eternally greatful for what my parents have done for me. But i'm way way too comfortable. i don't like that. i want to be out of my element and pop the bubble i'm in.

I want adventure. I want uncharted.